[7,48] Ἐβουλόμην μὲν ἂν ἔγωγε καὶ τοῖς θεοῖς ηὐξάμην πολλάκις ἐμαυτὸν μὲν ἁμαρτεῖν τῆς γνώμης, ἣν εἶχον ὑπὲρ τῶν πρὸς τὸν δῆμον διαλύσεων, ὡς οὔτε καλὴν καὶ δικαίαν οὔτε συμφέρουσαν ἡμῖν ὑπελάμβανον ἔσεσθαι τὴν τῶν φυγάδων κάθοδον καὶ διὰ παντός, ὁσάκις περὶ τούτου προὐτέθη σκοπεῖν, πρῶτός τε τῶν ἄλλων καὶ τελευτῶν μόνος, ἐπειδὴ οἱ λοιποὶ ἀπέστησαν, ἠναντιούμην· ὑμᾶς δ´, ὦ βουλή, τοὺς ἐπὶ τὰ κρείττω τὴν ἐλπίδα λαμβάνοντας καὶ πάντα τῷ δήμῳ δίκαιά τε καὶ ἄδικα προθύμως χαριζομένους ἄμεινον ἐμοῦ δόξαι φρονεῖν. ἐπειδὴ δ´ οὐχ, ὡς ἐβουλόμην τε καὶ τοῖς θεοῖς ηὐχόμην, τὰ πράγματα ὑμῖν κεχώρηκεν, ἀλλ´ ὡς ᾤμην, καὶ περιεστήκασιν αἱ χάριτες ὑμῖν εἰς φθόνους καὶ μίση, τὸ μὲν ἐπιτιμᾶν τοῖς ἡμαρτημένοις ὑμῖν καὶ λυπεῖν ὑμᾶς διὰ κενῆς, ὃ ῥᾷστόν ἐστι καὶ πᾶσιν ὡς τὰ πολλὰ ποιεῖν σύνηθες, οὐκ ἐν καιρῷ νυνὶ γενησόμενον ὁρῶν ἐάσω. ἐξ ὧν δὲ τά τε παρελθόντα ἐπανορθωσόμεθα, ὅσα μὴ παντάπασιν ἀνιάτως ἔχει, καὶ περὶ τῶν παρόντων ἄμεινον φρονήσομεν, ταῦτα πειράσομαι λέγειν. καίτοι με οὐ λέληθεν, ὅτι μαίνεσθαι καὶ θανατᾶν δόξω τισὶν ὑμῶν γνώμην περὶ τούτων ἐλευθέραν ἀποφαινόμενος ἐνθυμουμένοις, ἡλίκους ἔχει κινδύνους ὁ μετὰ παρρησίας λόγος, καὶ τὰς Μαρκίου συμφοράς, ὃς οὐ δι´ ἕτερόν τι νυνὶ τὸν ὑπὲρ τῆς ψυχῆς ἀγῶνα τρέχει, λογιζομένοις. ἀλλ´ οὐκ οἴομαι δεῖν τῆς ἰδίας ἀσφαλείας πλείω ποιεῖσθαι πρόνοιαν ἢ τῆς κοινῆς ὠφελείας. δέδοται γὰρ ἤδη τοῖς ὑπὲρ ὑμῶν κινδύνοις τὸ σῶμα τοὐμόν, ὦ βουλή, καὶ καθωσίωται τοῖς ὑπὲρ τῆς πόλεως ἀγῶσιν, ὥστε ὅ τι ἂν τῷ δαίμονι δοκῇ, μετὰ πάντων τε καὶ σὺν ὀλίγοις, εἰ δ´ ἀνάγκη καὶ μόνος εὐγενῶς πείσομαι· ἕως δ´ ἂν ἔχω τὴν ψυχήν, οὐδείς με ἀφέξει φόβος μὴ οὐχ ἃ φρονῶ λέγειν.

[7,48] "For my part, I kept wishing and often prayed to the gods that I might be mistaken in the opinion I entertained concerning the accommodation with the populace, when I thought that the return of the fugitives would be neither honourable and just nor advantageous to us, and from first to last, whenever anything relating to this subject was proposed for our consideration, I was the first of all and finally the only one, after the rest had deserted me, who opposed it. And I also wished that you, senators, who have (p281) always hoped for the best and cheerfully granted to the populace all their demands, both just and unjust, might prove to be wiser than I. But now that things have not turned out for you as I wished and prayed, but rather as I expected, and now that the benefits you conferred have ended in envy and hatred, I shall forbear to censure you for your past errors or to cause you needless pain (which is a very easy thing to do and what everyone usually does), as I perceive that it will be out of place at this time. However, I shall endeavour to suggest to you how we may correct such of the past errors are not absolutely incurable and may act with greater wisdom in the present situation. And yet I am not unaware that I shall appear to some of you to be mad and to be courting death in expressing my opinion freely concerning these matters, when they consider how great danger frankness of speech matters, and reflect on the plight of Marcius, who at this moment runs the risk of losing his life for no other reason. But I believe that I ought not to be more anxious for my personal safety than for the public welfare. For my body has already been given to the perils that attend your cause, senators, and devoted to the struggles in defence of the commonwealth; so that whatever Heaven pleases to ordain, I shall suffer it resolutely either with all of you or with a few, or, if necessary, even alone. But while I have life, no fear shall deter me from saying what I think.