[8,33] Ἴθι δὴ σκόπει καὶ τὰ παρὰ θεῶν, Μηνύκιε,
οἷά μοι νῦν τ´ ἀπήντηται καί, ἐὰν ἄρα πεισθεὶς ὑμῖν προδῶ τὴν
τούτων πίστιν, οἷα τὸν λοιπὸν
ὑπάρξει μοι βίον. νῦν μέν γε πάσης πράξεως, ἧς ἂν
ἅψωμαι καθ´ ὑμῶν, συλλαμβάνουσί μοι, καὶ οὐδεμιᾶς
πείρας ἀποτυγχάνω. καὶ τοῦτο πηλίκον οἴεσθε εἶναι
τεκμήριον εὐσεβείας τῆς ἐμῆς; εἰ γὰρ δὴ κατὰ τῆς πατρίδος
οὐχ ὅσιον ἐγὼ πόλεμον ἐνεστησάμην, ἅπαντα
χρῆν ἐναντία μοι γίνεσθαι τὰ παρὰ θεῶν· ὁπότε δ´
οὐρίῳ πνεούσῃ κέχρημαι τῇ περὶ τοὺς πολέμους τύχῃ,
καὶ ὁπόσοις ἂν ἐπιβάλωμαι πράγμασι κατ´ ὀρθὸν
ἅπαντά μοι χωρεῖ, δῆλον ὅτι εὐσεβής εἰμι ἀνὴρ καὶ
πράξεις προῄρημαι καλάς. τί οὖν, ἐὰν μεταβάλωμαι
καὶ τὰ μὲν ὑμέτερα αὔξειν, τὰ δὲ τούτων ταπεινὰ
ποιεῖν ζητῶ, γενήσεταί μοι; ἆρ´ οὐχὶ τἀναντία, καὶ
πονηρὰν νέμεσιν ἕξω παρὰ τοῦ δαιμονίου τοῖς ἠδικημένοις
τιμωρόν, καὶ ὥσπερ ἐκ ταπεινοῦ μέγας διὰ τοὺς
θεοὺς ἐγενόμην, οὕτως αὖθις ἐκ μεγάλου ταπεινὸς
γενήσομαι, καὶ τἀμὰ παθήματα παιδεύματα γενήσεται
τοῖς ἄλλοις; ἐμοὶ μὲν ταῦτα παρίσταται περὶ τοῦ δαιμονίου
φρονεῖν, καὶ πείθομαί γε τὰς ἐρινύας ἐκείνας
τὰς φοβερὰς καὶ ἀπαραιτήτους τοῖς ἀνόσιόν τι διαπραξαμένοις,
ὧν καὶ σὺ ἐμνήσθης, ὦ Μηνύκιε, τότε
μοι παρακολουθήσειν ψυχήν τε καὶ σῶμα αἰκιζομένας,
ὅταν ἐγκαταλίπω καὶ προδῶ τοὺς σώσαντάς με ἀπολωλότα ὑφ´
ὑμῶν καὶ μετὰ τοῦ σῶσαι πολλὰς καὶ καλὰς
προσθέντας εὐεργεσίας, οἷς ἐγγυητὰς ἔδωκα θεούς, ὡς
ἐπ´ οὐδενὶ κακῷ τὴν ἄφιξιν ποιησάμενος καὶ φυλάξων
τὴν εἰς τόδε χρόνου καθαρὰν καὶ ἀμίαντον συνοῦσάν μοι πίστιν.
| [8,33] "Come now, Minucius, consider next (p97) the matter of the gods' treatment of me,
what it has shown itself to be at present and, if I do let you persuade me to betray the
trust reposed in me by these people, what it will be for the rest of my life. At present
they assist me in every enterprise I undertake against you and in no attempt am I
unsuccessful. And how weighty a testimony to my piety do you consider that? For
surely, if I had undertaken an impious war against my country, the gods ought to
have opposed me in everything; but since I enjoy the favouring breeze of Fortune in
the wars I wage and everything that I attempt goes steadily forward for me, it is
evident that I am a pious man and that my choice of conduct has been honourable.
What, then, will be my fate if I change my course and endeavour to increase your
power and humble theirs? Will it not be just the reverse, and shall I not incur the dire
wrath of Heaven which avenges the injured, and just as by the help of the gods I from
a low estate have become great, shall I not in turn from a being be brought again to a
low estate, and my sufferings become lessons to the rest of the world? these are the
thoughts that occur to me concerning the gods; and I am persuaded that those Furies
you mentioned, Minucius, so frightful and inexorable toward those who have
committed any impious deed, will dog my steps and torment both my soul and body
only when I abandon and betray those who preserved me after you had ruined me,
and, at the same time as they preserved me, conferred upon me many fine marks of
their favour, and to whom I gave the gods as guarantors of my pledge that I had not
come among them with the purpose of doing them any injury and (p99) that I would
keep with them the faith which I have hitherto preserved pure and untarnished.
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